Diary

Just read my last post 

Wow, I CAN be very emotional sometimes

probably because of being alone in midnight

and listening to emo emo musics

And nobody cares about that poor car

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Anyway, I've got in the company, Crowe, 

that I've always wanted to join

I start working in March, (so soon!)

Most of the job is done by my high school principal I think,

other than my super appealing resume,

he is the one who spoke to the director of Crowe 

friends/relationships are really important in chinese community, aren't they?

Sometimes you just have to use resource to get what you want

even though I didn't want to do this

everything just go with the flow when I met the Principal

I should probably call him to say thank you 

but I feel kinda awkward right now

So This will be the last week of my freedom

so exciting, nervous, upset, happy...

well, these are all the words I know to express how I feel

Vocab is still limited as usual= = 

but I'm very much looking forward to working with 

these bunches of knowledgeable and incredible workforce

(Please Crowe don't let my down)

BUT I'm also worried I can't keep up with their pace

that's why I'm nervous and upset 

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Also read an article about bad habits this afternoon,

I want to get rid of my "staying up late" habit

it says I should let someone to keep my phone 

and other entertainments at the sleeping time

I wonder if that works so I'm going to ask Eric,

my other me,

to keep it in the locker beside my bed

and force myself to read before bed

reading before bed worked last time 

until I have no books to read

 

The article also says we should focus on one habit at a time

so probably after a few months,

I will be reborn(??)

Wish my luck!!